Angela's space

just when i was longing so bad for a vacation to come, this "1 week off because of swine flu" just came out of nowhere i never expected something like this to happen, but right now it feels like time has just suddenly frozen, and everything has stopped working for one week :D no school, no extra curricular activities, no part-time job, and no deadline pressures, NOTHING at all

guess this kind of stuff doesn't happen a lot in our life-time huh
 
so basically, gathering with friends, partying or staying at home sleeping and watching movies is how i've been spending these 7 days off and im pretty enjoying it

however, apart from this special 1 week off, recently i've been thinking quite a lot about life... the thing is, my life after VNW kinda sucks >.< there's nothing besides the boring studying and exams... even though there're still these other stuff that im doing like the project for the kids with Link Planet, or Baton twirling and some designing work, it still doesnt feel enough...

i cant describe this feeling inside me exactly... maybe its the desperate desire of going somewhere new, somewhere far away and experience a totally different life... i want something more advanturous, more exciting and challenging, not just the same thing everyday... perhaps, i've had it enough with Japan and its time to go to some other places...

but am i able to make it happen???

i guess it all depends on me and my will to change things...

i've just caught a cold T.T

its been a really long time since the last time i felt this tired and weak >.<

my head and my throat hurt, and i cant breath properly with my nose!


of all the things in the world this is what i definitely hate the most >.< being sick and weak and it feels like I'm vulnerable to everything -.-

usually im a rational person, but everytime i get sick i just turn to a weak and weepy girl who would cry anytime because of nothing -.-

and it's all because of the stubborn rain's fault, which has been lingering around here for days long!!! look, isn't it time for you to be gone yet??? 

...
and i dont wanna go to school at all tomorrow!!! T.T

Week cuối cùng cũng đã kết thúc, bỗng nhiên thấy cuộc sống trở nên nhẹ nhàng đến lạ

Mấy tuần thiếu ngủ trầm trọng và ko có hứng ăn uống, ngày nào cũng chỉ ngủ tầm 2 tiếng và ăn 1 bữa qua loa duy nhất, có lẽ mình cần hẳn một tuần mới có thể thực sự recover lại được. Bi h thay cho việc ko có hứng ăn uống thì lại mắc chứng lúc nào cũng thèm ăn, thèm ngủ. Một ngày lúc nào cũng ăn liên tục và tranh thủ ngủ bất cứ lúc nào có cơ hội...

Cuộc sống giờ đây vẫn bận rộn đấy, nhưng mà là bận party tiệc tùng với các tình iu, cái này thì thik rùi, thế nhưng ngoài party tiệc tùng ra thì vẫn còn học hành, thi cử, rùi thì bận chuẩn bị cho shuukatsu, internship... Toàn những thứ mình chẳng muốn bận chút nào... T.T Mà giờ đã là tháng cuối cùng của kì 2 năm 3 rùi đấy. Thời gian có cần phải trôi nhanh như thế ko nhỉ?... 

Dạo này cuộc sống của những người xung quanh mình có khá nhiều biến cố... too many ups and downs...

Lo lắng nhưng cũng chẳng bít làm j ..... just remember that im always here whenever u need がんばってねぇ～

Mà hết week rùi mới nhận ra cái Week nó đã chiếm một phần lớn thế nào trong cs của mình trong mấy tháng vừa qua... hết week bỗng dưng hết cái để mà nghĩ đến, đầu óc lại có spaces cho những chuyện vơ vẩn, linh tinh T.T

Đi ngủ thôi. 3h rùi đấy *.*

sometimes, just when your feeling life is pretty boring with no ups and downs, or when you've been waiting desperately for a peak to come, life just suddenly brings you some interesting surprises along the way

well i think it's really an amazing thing and im so happy to be the one who you believe in enough to share with as i've always said, you just live in this world only once, so do whatever you wanna do as long as it makes you happy

dont be afraid, coz im always here to be a supportive friend

we are awesome!!!

here i am busy and tired as always, especially in these last 2 days... my whole weekend was spent on managing that fund-raising show in Oita, where we had a limited budget and a huge number of people... things seemed really hard to manage but then we finally did it :) and i've just realized that im working with a perfect crew, who are the people i love so much which makes me really happy

with you guys by my side things seem less tense and easier to manage than ever thanks so much, my VIPs

and there's some thing that i've been thinking about quite a lot recently :-? well... what if... just what if... im giving you a chance...? it also means giving myself a chance too though... what would you think about this?... im just afraid that if it doesnt work well, whats gonna happen to our friendship..... i dont know...

and perhaps this is not the right time either. im so busy... and there's not enough time for anything else... oh i just have no idea.

anyway i'd better sleep first *.*